To trust or not to trust.
My last post has left me almost up to date with my sugar journey. From the sexual rendevous and highlife provided to me by Mr Director (my first sugar daddy) to the inbetween sugar which consisted of gifts of various amounts...just for talking to men . Some of these men i have plans to meet in the next week or two.
Meanwhile there is Mr.Coin. My handsome but mysterious executive. The latest unfoldings occcured about two weeks ago when I received the sum total of allowance promised to me for the brief time we entered an arrangement.
He said at the time ' he would pay the amount agreed, but couldnt carry it on any further although he would try'. He then sighed and said the problem is 'he has fallen for me..........and needs strings' He said he doesn't want to lose me and fears by the time his finances sort out it will be too late". I make him 'happy' and 'comfortable'. The problem with his expressions of affection is that "this is what i intend to do for a sugar daddy; my role is to make him 'happy' and to be an escape from the stress of life".
Has he fallen in love with the image I create? Sure its part of me- its the sweet, nurturing, exciting and fun part of me BUT there is also the moody, grumpy, sometimes insecure side of me.
Have I created a fictional character that men 'fall in love with' or is he having me on?Does he just want 'free girfriend sex' as one blogger put it? or is he in love with me?
Pherhaps I have created the ultimate man enticer- the perfect mix of brains, sweetness and hotness- minus the emotion, neediness and insecurity? Afterall my last sugar daddy fell head over heels aswell
WHO does he love, I wonder.......or rather, more accurately---WhAT does he love?
on the flipside- best sex i've had in my life ;). Affectionate, sensual, intense and full of chemistry- that kind that makes you catch your breath...........
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Friday, October 8, 2010
The Missing Coin: Part 5
Spectulations
With the bizzareness of the story to date: I turned to fellow sugarlanders for help.
THe advice offered varied from persons to person: many said he was a douche and to cut my losses, some however thought he was a con artist. Was the coin part of an elaborate plot.?
Like the secret feel of our first meet- was there something more sinister below the surface?
Was the coin real, or just a fake. If it was real, it had to be part of a collection.
Pherhaps he would claim I had stolen it from him ?
Why give me a single coin? If I tried to cash it in, it would surely raise questions? where did i get it from? Maybe it was his ex wifes coin- and thus not traceable to him- pherhaps she wasnt his ex wife.... was he even divorced?
Fellow sugarlanders spectulated and the plot began to get deeper. So what was he?
was he
a) telling the truth
b) A con artist
c) A guy who just wanted a quick shag and pawned me off with a worthless coin when i asked for money.
With the bizzareness of the story to date: I turned to fellow sugarlanders for help.
THe advice offered varied from persons to person: many said he was a douche and to cut my losses, some however thought he was a con artist. Was the coin part of an elaborate plot.?
Like the secret feel of our first meet- was there something more sinister below the surface?
Was the coin real, or just a fake. If it was real, it had to be part of a collection.
Pherhaps he would claim I had stolen it from him ?
Why give me a single coin? If I tried to cash it in, it would surely raise questions? where did i get it from? Maybe it was his ex wifes coin- and thus not traceable to him- pherhaps she wasnt his ex wife.... was he even divorced?
Fellow sugarlanders spectulated and the plot began to get deeper. So what was he?
was he
a) telling the truth
b) A con artist
c) A guy who just wanted a quick shag and pawned me off with a worthless coin when i asked for money.
Saturday, October 2, 2010
Random acts of Sugar
I ended the last post wondering what the relevance behind the antique coin was and when I was going to get my coinage. I will carry this on next post....but in the meantime: a brief interlude.
I titled this post Random Acts of Sugar....but it could also be called unsuspected sugar or unrequited sugar :)
Ive collected a few odd pieces of sugar without any expected returns. Here are a few examples from sugar searching before Director SD (who last 6mo) and before and during Mr.Coin who was never really a SD to begin with.
Mr Neurology:
we chatted about 3-4 times. He expressed his adoration for me and desire to meet me (he lived in sydney- I live in NZ). We share lame medical pickup jokes such as If I was Adenine Id choose U. (If you dont get it, its okay, your not meant to ;)) he sent me $350 NZ dollars in amazon vouchers. ..and then after chat four- he poofed- never to be heard from again.
APPROX FOUR HOURS OF CONVO= nearly $100 an hr
Mr Retired and lonely:
Same scenario. This time three hours and $300 in amazon vouchers
Mr Emergency Room:
One of my first sugar attempts. He was an ER doc in Sydney. We chatted for a little while and then arranged to meet. He got me return tickets and accomodation in my own name. I headed over for a long weekend over the summer term break. He decided I wasnt the one for him but reimbursed me with $1000 nZ dollars. PArt of this was spent on extra sightseeing and shopping while he worked but I banked $700. This was a huge credit to him however as we had only agreed on missed wages for the weekend (i usually work weekends) should it not work out.
APPROX ONE LUNCH: free holiday,shopping, 700 cash
and lately Ive been speaking to a pot who just gave me another $350 in amazon vouchers after an hr of conversation.
I AM AMAZONED OUT :P ......(but doubt itll last much more than a year of medschool!)
Disclaimer: I always ended to either meet these men or go through with an arrangement. The above were all poof daddies, excluding ER doc who didnt see a future but decided to help me out anyway and my recent pot who just 'felt like it'. (regardless of wether the meet is successfull)
I titled this post Random Acts of Sugar....but it could also be called unsuspected sugar or unrequited sugar :)
Ive collected a few odd pieces of sugar without any expected returns. Here are a few examples from sugar searching before Director SD (who last 6mo) and before and during Mr.Coin who was never really a SD to begin with.
Mr Neurology:
we chatted about 3-4 times. He expressed his adoration for me and desire to meet me (he lived in sydney- I live in NZ). We share lame medical pickup jokes such as If I was Adenine Id choose U. (If you dont get it, its okay, your not meant to ;)) he sent me $350 NZ dollars in amazon vouchers. ..and then after chat four- he poofed- never to be heard from again.
APPROX FOUR HOURS OF CONVO= nearly $100 an hr
Mr Retired and lonely:
Same scenario. This time three hours and $300 in amazon vouchers
Mr Emergency Room:
One of my first sugar attempts. He was an ER doc in Sydney. We chatted for a little while and then arranged to meet. He got me return tickets and accomodation in my own name. I headed over for a long weekend over the summer term break. He decided I wasnt the one for him but reimbursed me with $1000 nZ dollars. PArt of this was spent on extra sightseeing and shopping while he worked but I banked $700. This was a huge credit to him however as we had only agreed on missed wages for the weekend (i usually work weekends) should it not work out.
APPROX ONE LUNCH: free holiday,shopping, 700 cash
and lately Ive been speaking to a pot who just gave me another $350 in amazon vouchers after an hr of conversation.
I AM AMAZONED OUT :P ......(but doubt itll last much more than a year of medschool!)
Disclaimer: I always ended to either meet these men or go through with an arrangement. The above were all poof daddies, excluding ER doc who didnt see a future but decided to help me out anyway and my recent pot who just 'felt like it'. (regardless of wether the meet is successfull)
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